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• D E S L I N
• 2nd February
• Love photographing
• Enjoy living in her own world
• NEED NO COMMENT
- Wishing list for year 2010 -

♥ 45kg
♥ Complete full back
♥ Blackberry Bold 9000 White
♥ Wallet
♥ Yamaha Fino 115
♥ Back to school
♥ Louis Vuitton Mini Agenda
♥ Class 3 licence
♥ Class 2A licence
♥ Long hair
* Travelling *

♥ Thailand Trip 22 Jan 2010
♥ Taiwan / Taipei
♥ HongKong
♥ Kukup
♥ Genting
♥ Maldives
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Monday, October 19, 2009
Family!

I know this post might seem a bit too emotion but still, i decided to post it out! recently i came across a post and find it meaningful, the name of it 'TREE'
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Stem = You
Roots = Family
(the nearer the root to the stem, the closer they r to u. meaning your parents or sibling)
Branches = Friends or some passerby in your life
SKY = GOAL
(kinda weird when i add sky in, every human being needs to have a goal in life. so in this case i use SKY)
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every now and then. people will complaint about. Why is she doing this? Why is he doing this? Lalalalas (talking and gossiping people around them) dun be so angsty about it. they are just your branches in life. soon or later. it will break and fall off. once it break, it will hit the ground then become your fertilizer (in this case, experience) u learn while u reach for the sky, dun let those branches affect u. some branches can be your good friend. lets name it branches with leaves. they uses their leaves to support u from rain and shine. keep u warm from cold and as times goes by, there will be more leaves to cover and protect u but not for long, they will have their own journey to complete too. they too,fall off and say good bye. but did u came to realise?the most support u have is at the root,your family. they r there all this while, supporting u from your back which u didn't even realise cause they r hidden underground. think about it!
Credit: Damien
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I should count myself lucky as all the bad thing in family happen after i start to understand them. I am lucky that my mummy never give up hopes on me and bring me to who i am now. I really envy people who has their parent with them although they can be annoying some times. I never stop mummy from divorce with daddy cause i believe she will be happier but times, i do find him very poor thing cause he had nothing left this time! I came from a complicated family, my daddy is never by my side, i hated him so much since i was young but still, he was my daddy. I never tot i will forgive him for what he did! It's his birthday this coming wednesday and it will be the first time i gonna celebrate his birthday with him. To be frank, i was pretty excited. thinking what to wear? How will him react when he see my tattoos? many things came into my mind. Times, i just wish to have a daddy beside me, to love and pamper me. I dun really know the feeling of being loved by a father but i always tot it would be good cause there will be a man at home to take care of the big and smalls. Might sound bit weird but i do miss him!
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Advance Happy Birthday daddy