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• D E S L I N
• 2nd February
• Love photographing
• Enjoy living in her own world
• NEED NO COMMENT
- Wishing list for year 2010 -

♥ 45kg
♥ Complete full back
♥ Blackberry Bold 9000 White
♥ Wallet
♥ Yamaha Fino 115
♥ Back to school
♥ Louis Vuitton Mini Agenda
♥ Class 3 licence
♥ Class 2A licence
♥ Long hair
* Travelling *

♥ Thailand Trip 22 Jan 2010
♥ Taiwan / Taipei
♥ HongKong
♥ Kukup
♥ Genting
♥ Maldives
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Tuesday, October 13, 2009
The demon in life!

I am stress! VERY! till the extend that i wanna cry out loud, get myself damn fcuking drunk! I should be excited over the Thailand trip but no, i dun feel happy or excited! I felt stress instead! Times, I just hope people around me would be more understanding but not everything go the way we want things to. All i want is a peaceful mind, a peaceful place. Recently, i realised that money is really a demon which can cause lots of unhappiness towards friends and family even for a well-to-do family. Since i was small, my mum has been asking me to save money, been out to the social to work since i was 16, i should have loads of money in my bank but, no, there is no saving at all. I start to realise how important money was and as we grow older, money become the main issue in life. How i hope i could turn back the time to year 2000, if only i could but i know i cant. I hate being so negative in life but this time, i just cant help it!
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I am tired, very, over things that happen over and over again with the same outcome!
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I just wanna breath with a peaceful mind all alone!